Zelda Fitzgerald.

Randomly listening to: Parachutes by Coldplay

About who I used to be.

Listening to: Naive by The Kooks


You used to think the world of me, remember? You said I was the best person you knew. You said you were so lucky to have me in your life. You used to be proud of me.

I don't think you think of me that way anymore. I know I don't think about myself that way anymore. I don't know who I am anymore to be honest.

Maybe I just want you to see me the way you used to so I can go back to see myself that way too. I want to go back to being that person you thought so much of.

I just don't know how to.

I'm not saying it's your fault although you could have done more.

I would like that.

Love Story.

The minute I heard my first love story,

I started looking for you, not knowing

how blind that was.

Lovers don’t finally meet somewhere.

They’re in each other all along.

Poem by Rumi (1207-1273)

The bittersweet between my teeth.

Randomly listening to: Young Blood by The Naked and The Famous


Sometimes I find myself willing to do so much
For people
Who wouldn't move a finger for me
Who don't deserve me
And even though I know this
I still do it.

We're all young and naive still...

Every atom of me misses you.

I will miss you
always,
even in the moments
when you are right
beside me.
Time apart has planted
longing inside me
and I do not think
it is a weed
that will ever stop
growing.
It will always live there,
but my god
it grows the most
spectacular
flowers.

-Tyler Knott Gregson-

I just miss you so much.

Randomly listening to: What If by Simple Plan


I remember how you used to be able to tell when I was smiling through the phone. You always knew exactly what to say.

Now the only thing I get from you is constant disappointment.

What happened?

I'll be waiting here for you to call me.