lunes, 30 de abril de 2012

When you try your best but you don't succeed.

Listening to: Fix You by Coldplay

How can you tell me that you stopped wanting me to be an important part of your life when you stopped trusting me completely and expect me to just leave it like that?
How am I supposed to move on with my life when I can't understand where my mistake was?
That sounds wrong.
I know I made thousands of mistakes. So did you love.
But I never imagined that you had stopped trusting me.
Oh God, Why does this hurt so much?
You abandoned me and here I am, ready to keep fighting. In fact I'm the one pulling us both. And I know I should just stop. Stop. Stop. Why can't I stop?
And why can't we just be completely honest with each other instead of playing this game where I seem to always be the loser? Because apparently the one who cares the least wins.
This is nonsense.
"When you love someone but it goes to waste. Could it be worse?" That's what I'm hearing right now and the answer is one thousand times no. It can't be any worse.

Tears stream down your face when you lose something you cannot replace.

jueves, 19 de abril de 2012

Doing the right thing.

Randomly listening to: Love Will Tear Us Apart by Joy Division

You know how there are moments in life when you know you are at a crossroads? Well, that is where I am right now apparently. I have two choices: Do what I want, or do what I think I should. I've been thinking about the possibility of this moment forever now, and I always thought it would be easier. I told myself that I of course would do the right thing...

I don't want to do the right thing though.

I guess that's the thing about doing what's right. It's always the hardest option.

Yet there's still this appeal that we've kept through our lives

lunes, 16 de abril de 2012

All You Need Is Love.

Randomly listening to: I Want To Hold Your Hand by The Beatles

Being in a relationship isn't about the kissing, the dates, or the showing off. It's about being with someone who makes you happy in a way that no one else can.

To me, true love is the sweetest thing in life. That's why we're all either in love or looking for love. Sometimes you have to work for it- especially when life gets in the way- but I believe true, deep love is always worth fighting for.

And please say to me you'll let me hold your hand.

It's kind of fucked up.

Randomly listening to: Starlight by Muse

It's kind of fucked up, isn't it?

How all of a sudden, someone just wakes up and decides to never talk to you again. No reason. No explanation. No words said. They just leave you hanging like you never meant shit to them, and what hurts the most is how they make it look so easy.

I just wanted to hold you in my arms.

jueves, 12 de abril de 2012

Captain Corelli's Mandolin

Love is a temporary madness, it erupts like volcanoes and then subsides. And when it subsides, you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion, it is not the desire to mate every second minute of the day, it is not lying awake at night imagining that he is kissing every cranny of your body. No, don't blush, I am telling you some truths. That is just being "in love", which any fool can do. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident.

Dr. Iannis