jueves, 20 de enero de 2011

About not being able to do anything.

Randomly listening to: Airplanes by B.o.B feat Hayley Williams

Is this really what you want? For us to mean nothing at all to each other? Is that really better? Can you actually do that?

If you chose to end this, I would suffer deeply. I would hate to have you see you go. You are part of me so losing you would be like losing myself. I would remember what we had every day.

But you don't seem to understand.

We are not together anymore. 

Things change. And you shouldn't worry every damn minute about it.

I am not careful with what I say to the rest of my friends. I don't worry that a sentence will send them away.

But with you...

I walk through pins and needles. And it shouldn't have to be that way.

And maybe I shouldn't fight it. Maybe you need this. Maybe we both do.

All I know is that there is nothing more I can do. It is your decision.

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky  are like shooting stars? 
I could really use a wish right now...

jueves, 13 de enero de 2011

Awesome writing by someone else

Randomly listening to: Fade into you by Mazzy Star

Sometimes I dream of touch and colour and that life's still full of magic but it's not really, there's just soda pop bubbles, just these stupid teeth, just me trying to win, trying to get a girl like you to like a boy like me, you're too pretty and I have never been that good at slaying dragons.

What can I even tell you? You make me so nervous and sick in my stomach, I want you so bad that it's just like the wind getting knocked out of my chest - all the time.

Besides, my hands shake too much, my mouth gets too dry. I'm not good at these things you see?

I am not the hero nor the monster, I am just the person who writes down the stories od the heroes and the monsters and it's bittersweet, I want mine, I'm too greedy, blah, blah, blah.

God damn you. I want you more than air. I'm too old for this. I couldn't stop feeling this way if I tried.

I want to hold the hand inside you, I want to take a breath that's true

miércoles, 5 de enero de 2011

Happy (Late) New Year

Randomly listening to: Dustland Fairytale by The Killers

So, a new year has started. Well, it actually started 5 days ago, but we don't have to be technical, do we? It's 2011 everyone...A whole new year...What will it bring us?

I haven't written any New Year Resolutions in ages. I find that they don't work for me. Well, I really haven't found anyone who gets them done.

Therefore, as we know we are not going to follow them, why not write some crazy resolutions? What would I do if I could do anything in 2011? What would I want if I could have anything?

1. I want to be at the top of my class.

2. I want a boy who will sweep me off my feet.

3. I want the Four Fantastics to get together once a month at least.

4. I want to see the world.

5. I want a driving license.

6. I want to have more followers in my blog.

7. I want to be able to stand up for myself.

7. I want to be proud of who I am and where I'm going.

8. I want to live my life at its fullest.

9. I want to smile all the time.

10. I want to be happy.

So, if you could ask for anything...what would you ask for?

A dustland fairytale beginning  or just another white trash county kiss