Trying to forget the past.

Randomly listening to: Last Night on Earth by Green Day

Lying in the dark, my back to him, I could hear his breathing in sync with my own. I closed my eyes and thought about how fleeting happiness could be. His arm then crept around my waist and he pulled me towards him and in that exact moment I decided that it didn't matter.

With every breath that I'm worth here on Earth I'm sending all my love to you.

Feeling inspired.

To love.

To be loved.

To never forget your own insignificance.

To never get used to the unspeakable violence

and the vulgar disparity of life around you.

To seek joy in the saddest places.

To pursue beauty to its lair.

To never simplify what is complicated

or complicate what is simple.

To respect strength, not power.

Above all, to watch.

To try and understand.

To never look away.

And never, never, to forget.

Arundhati Roy

I love her and that's the beginning and end of everything.